I took a clay bath last night (Calcium Bentonite from The Living Clay Company). After soaking for a while I jumped out of the tub. I starting feeling nauseous and realized I had gotten out too quickly. My heart was racing. I decided to just lay on the bathroom floor. As the feeling passed I noticed that both hands, from the tips of the fingers all the way to the elbows, were pulsing. It’s the same sensation I get sometimes when doing meditations with the IDL-80, only this time the electric-like pulses were much more pronounced.

I then decided to do a meditation under the pyramid using the IDL-80. I have a quartz crystal pyramid suspended from the top of the pyramid to help focus prana.

Pyramid

After a while my thighs got tired from sitting in the lotus position so I lay down and continued to meditate. A little one came in and wanted to sleep with me so I decided to cut the meditation short and rejoin the rest of the family in the bedroom. I had a weird dream(?). It’s hard to describe but was something akin to a revealing of certain dimensions, layers, realities. Things were not presented in a physical earthly way. Afterwards I realized that before sleeping I had watched a presentation and the first 2 minutes of that presentation (the short clip that plays before the show begins) was somewhat similar to my dream although the latter was much more vivid and slightly more organic. I was part of a system but I was represented in shapes and colors. The view would then pull back and I could see what was me inside of a bigger vibrant system. Each time the view changed the system grew by orders of magnitude. Lately I have been able to control most of my dreams but this one was different. I couldn’t pause, resume, zoom in or out, change focus to something in particular, or move around as I pleased. I awoke and wondered in my mind why I had had that dream. Then a one word response came to my mind: Training.